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Hours later…. October 8, 2007

Filed under: Despair — diedonthevine @ 12:02 am

My pancreas is acting up again today.  Doctors cannot figure the cause nor can they prevent this, too depressed to recieve Hep C treatment, and my list goes on and on. 

The honest reason I am doing this is because I need help and I have tried everything locally and time is running out.  I will be in need of prepaying for my cremation within just a short time.  I am determined to do this before my daughter comes home from school.  I just hope I am OK long enough to see her.    I have been out of a job I was laid off from since March ‘07 and since Aug. 21 all my benefits are gone.  I keep trying to work but for one reason or another I CANNOT get a job to help me pay for my cremation much less pay my bills on time. I have hocked what little valuables I had left last week.  I lost the bulk of anything valuable 3 years ago in two hurricanes in Fort Pierce, FL.  Since that time I have had extreme difficulty getting on my feet and if not for my daughter my end would have already come. 

THIS IS WHY I AM ASKING FOR JUST A SMALL DONATION OF YOUR CHOOSING.

I know this is a bold request and in any other moment of my life I would never.

 but this time it is for real and I am going to be in the street and I will not be able to go the doctor nor get medicines nor qualify for social services (they require proof that you can pay your bills the next month).  I live in fear  that will be too much for me to handle.  

This is my last month for Internet service too.  I thought one lonely day last week what could I possibly do to try and stop what is going to inevitably occur.  Looking for the goodwill of others is all I have left.

 

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